Did you know I'd quit
@F.U.B.A.R. as you been off here for a while.
I had an abscess on my ass from not taking a shit In nearly 14 days, I got a really bad problem and the pain from it was too much to take.
I had cash issues also, I had to stop and I'd honestly had enough of it and didn't score for weeks. I had been doing a few pre-gabs, smoking Ganja and drinking here and there but nothing serious, I only scored a single bag on Saturday which was the first gear in months and I can swear on the dog i didn't enjoy it.
Had two old friends ask me to shop for them today as everyone is off but I got so many numbers i went to score for them and had 2 licks but that was only average, I'm honestly done with heroin.
I'm honestly now at a point mentally where I could be offered heroin and could say "No thanks, you smoke it instead" and not feel like I'm missing out on anything which in my LIVED experience is the ultimate sign heroin no longer has the vice like grip on you mentally. The physical issues finished weeks ago.
I'll always help another addict if I can as I know what it's like but for me to go score is over with, I've passed the Degree level from the university of life like you with flying grades, I've learned things about people that only heroin and crack addicts learn and understand addiction from raw experience which has a value you can't buy, I understand things only people like Blondin, yourself etc know and for life experience it's amazing but I'm glad heroin is in my past.