The MMC drugs are interesting. I hear they have a drastic effect after long term usage. Have you considered looking up stories about people with more use time than yourself? I don’t mean to steer you away from your DOC I just mean to point out that with new chemicals it is sometimes harm reductive to look up the experiences of peopme
Whom habe
Been using it longer than yourself. It might be worth looking into.
By the way it’s fortunate your history because if I could recommend steering clear of the opiates and opiate rc’s as much as possible id love to.
The natural forms of opiates are essentially soft drugs but everything else seems to cause long term changes to one’s brain chemistry and it might be worth avoiding for the simple fact that once you’ve tried it; it’s hard to feel normal or like yourself without it.
I hope you find what you’re looking for here.
