I first tried meth a few months ago. Since then, I’ve used pretty much every day. I’ve tried every RoA except injecting. I don’t wanna get off because im worried about addiction or anything like that, and I in no way want to stop drugs altogether, it’s just that I’m getting less out of meth than I’m giving. I’m spending more than I can currently afford on it (it’s fairly expensive where I am), and, this is the biggest problem to me, it’s also tanking my relationships since I turn to a complete hermit while I’m on it (and I’m almost always on it, and when I’m not, I’m so tired I’m just as antisocial). Responding to messages from good friends has become a chore I often neglect and I even struggle to keep a conversation going with a person that, previously, meant the world to me, and that alone is enough for me to wanna ditch it altogether.
I’ve wanted to just start shooting my T, so I get the rush and euphoria while also having more of a control over the amount I’m doing (my reasoning is if a drug floods my system all at once, I will have a better idea of how much I’m actually using), but shooting is also meant to be the line that is the hardest to go back from once crossed, as well as being far and away the most physically damaging RoA.
so in the last few days I’ve started to think about breaking away from meth, not necessarily quitting it, but not having it as my DoC.
Are there substances out there that can be used frequently, and in combination with meth, that provide euphoria and could enhance or at least not negatively impact sociability?
Also I’d appreciate any other advice on how to deal with my situation. I know my relationship with substances is probably considered unhealthy overall, and maybe in the future I’ll find abstinence to be the way to go, but for now I’m not willing to walk away from the intensity that I can’t really get from weed or otc meds
I’ve wanted to just start shooting my T, so I get the rush and euphoria while also having more of a control over the amount I’m doing (my reasoning is if a drug floods my system all at once, I will have a better idea of how much I’m actually using), but shooting is also meant to be the line that is the hardest to go back from once crossed, as well as being far and away the most physically damaging RoA.
so in the last few days I’ve started to think about breaking away from meth, not necessarily quitting it, but not having it as my DoC.
Are there substances out there that can be used frequently, and in combination with meth, that provide euphoria and could enhance or at least not negatively impact sociability?
Also I’d appreciate any other advice on how to deal with my situation. I know my relationship with substances is probably considered unhealthy overall, and maybe in the future I’ll find abstinence to be the way to go, but for now I’m not willing to walk away from the intensity that I can’t really get from weed or otc meds