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Greenlighter
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- Jul 31, 2022
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hello! i used to post on bluelight under the name, how the gods chill, but i can't seem to remember the login info, but that's not of any concern, what is of concern though is a strange experience that i think really is more puzzling to me than it is anything else. i really want some insight on this situation and bluelight is one of the few places where i feel like i'll be taken seriously and also hopefully receive some thoughtful and honest insight/discussion on this.
and i guess i just needa jump into it...
so i guess if anyone has any insight or even has had an experience similar to this please share, and if anyone knows of anywhere, any studies or other legitimate research that i could submit my experiences regarding this too, i'd appreciate a link, you can dm it to me or post it here, doesn't matter.
but to keep it short, last night i was hanging with a friend outside and we got a little campfire going, and i was sitting in a chair and we were passing a dmt cart back n forth and everything was going as expected. about 20 mins of sitting there, and right after i had taken a few big puffs, which was kinda wild because one puff would was more than plenty, and then suddenly a bug got me real fuckin good on my arm. put me in a state of panic momentarily, and then that subsided, and it wasn't anything that seemed out of the ordinary. i was a little bit jumpy for a little bit after that.
fast forward 6 - 8 hours, while alone and inside, i decided to get a nice little session in with the same dmt cart that i was doing when that bug got me. i took a big puff and often i'll look up at a ceramics piece i made over a decade ago that was entirely dmt inspired whenever i do dmt around it. and i saw fuckin bugs on it. it really caught me off guard. they looked very real but i'm fully aware that they are not. they went away as the dmt faded.
i can't help but think that it's obvious that the one incident is the factor in the latter occurring.
i suppose i could throw in something humorous in that about a month ago, i had music up LOUD and had ended up doing a lot more dmt than i intended, which was fine and everything was going well, until suddenly i was being attacked, something hit me in the back of the head hard and i reacted instantly and was throwing all kindsa punches at it just to realize that the bass had knocked a book off the shelf and it hit me on the head, but i haven't seen any books in any dmt experiences, so what the fuck is all this bug nonsense about? i can also add that the cart is extremely potent, so much so that it's not one that i would feel good about sharing with anyone that i'm not extremely close friends with, and while i don't have any doubts that what i've experienced is something that could occur, i've never had any experience even remotely close to this, or if i heard someone else say this, i'd assume it was bullshit.
perhaps stress, cortisol levels could be a large factor in this?
i'll try to give some more background context in a minute but this is where i'm at with all of this.
and i guess i just needa jump into it...
so i guess if anyone has any insight or even has had an experience similar to this please share, and if anyone knows of anywhere, any studies or other legitimate research that i could submit my experiences regarding this too, i'd appreciate a link, you can dm it to me or post it here, doesn't matter.
but to keep it short, last night i was hanging with a friend outside and we got a little campfire going, and i was sitting in a chair and we were passing a dmt cart back n forth and everything was going as expected. about 20 mins of sitting there, and right after i had taken a few big puffs, which was kinda wild because one puff would was more than plenty, and then suddenly a bug got me real fuckin good on my arm. put me in a state of panic momentarily, and then that subsided, and it wasn't anything that seemed out of the ordinary. i was a little bit jumpy for a little bit after that.
fast forward 6 - 8 hours, while alone and inside, i decided to get a nice little session in with the same dmt cart that i was doing when that bug got me. i took a big puff and often i'll look up at a ceramics piece i made over a decade ago that was entirely dmt inspired whenever i do dmt around it. and i saw fuckin bugs on it. it really caught me off guard. they looked very real but i'm fully aware that they are not. they went away as the dmt faded.
i can't help but think that it's obvious that the one incident is the factor in the latter occurring.
i suppose i could throw in something humorous in that about a month ago, i had music up LOUD and had ended up doing a lot more dmt than i intended, which was fine and everything was going well, until suddenly i was being attacked, something hit me in the back of the head hard and i reacted instantly and was throwing all kindsa punches at it just to realize that the bass had knocked a book off the shelf and it hit me on the head, but i haven't seen any books in any dmt experiences, so what the fuck is all this bug nonsense about? i can also add that the cart is extremely potent, so much so that it's not one that i would feel good about sharing with anyone that i'm not extremely close friends with, and while i don't have any doubts that what i've experienced is something that could occur, i've never had any experience even remotely close to this, or if i heard someone else say this, i'd assume it was bullshit.
perhaps stress, cortisol levels could be a large factor in this?
i'll try to give some more background context in a minute but this is where i'm at with all of this.