I want to give you all some hope. It's been two and a half months since my Invega shots. I'm feeling really good. God has remained faithful. He's been with me the whole time. And he will continually be with me. God has not given up on you, and God is still with you. Keep your mind focused on him. God is good, and your situation will turn out good. "Life is a mirror and will reflect back to the thinker what he thinks into it" (Ernest Holmes). You and God are in control. The Invega is only temporary. I've been through akathisia, anhedonia, short term memory loss, brain fog, sexual dysfunction, and insomnia, among other things. Things will keep getting better and better for me. I see myself and my situation as perfect. I believe and know everything happened the way it should have. As I always say, Everything I have done, am doing, and will do I was supposed to. And I'm happy because of it. I'm fortunate because of it. The mind is powerful and so is God, and having your mind on him keeps you in power. And to quote Shakespeare, "Might we but have... happiness... we should think ourselves forever perfect." Even the Bible says "Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect" (Matthew 5:48). See your situation as perfect, and see yourself as getting better and better and better. I encourage you to think thoughts of hope and victory, and not despair or defeat. See the victory. See the light at the end of the tunnel and embrace it. Be the light at the end of the tunnel. "We don't see things as they are, we see them as we are" (Anais Nin). And in the words of Wayne Dyer, "Change your thoughts, change your life." I will provide more posts in the future. Remember, you are victorious. And you are who God has meant for you to be. Peace and love.