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Well what I consider my first roll wasn't actually my first roll. I had dropped about 5 times before but had no good feeling (I'm guessing they where just speed or something). So my first MDMA pill was arranged for me through a close friend who knew a reliable (I use the term in perspective with most dealers) source. Anyway I had tickets to a Carl Cox event in Melbourne and was already very excited prior to getting there (I think the bouncer at the door thought that I may have already dropped before getting to the venue). Me and two friends went inside and dropped about 1 in the morning. It took sometime to come on and like most people I was a little frustrated about the length of time. I went upstairs of this club to get a better view of the DJ and everyone dancing when the greatly hotter air temp upstairs hit me like a road train and kicked the pill in with full force. It was at this point I freaked in that not bad but not good way. I had no idea that it was meant to feel this way and the peak was mamoth. I quickly walked straight back downstairs and moved under an Air-conditioning vent to cool off. It helped but I couldn't stop moving. It was that I was dancing more just moving my body to the beat. I knew I needed some water so went the bar which was about 5 feet behind me, the only word I could manage was 'Water' with which the lovely barmaid handed me my water and took my cash (I think). I went back to my little air conditioned spot had a sip threw a chuppa chup in my mouth and was at this point that things started to feel more comfortable. The whole peak (Biggest I've ever had and I've rolled dozens of times now) lasted for 45 minutes. During that period I was alone but happy. After the peak I experienced about 3-4 hours of total calm and acceptance, I spoke to lots of people danced like a madman and had a really great time. At one stage I felt a need to help a fellow roller who had overdone it, I’m not normally a person who helps others but I just had to help this guy through it, good deeds do come from those who roll. I didn't see my friends for most of the night (They didn't ditch me we just couldn't find each other) but I had one of the best times of my life everyone in the club was my friend. The music was great, the people where friendly, no violence or wilful destruction of property. It was a new world and one which I liked.
P.S for reference I only roll a couple of times a month maximum and usually less. Balance is the key to life.
 
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my first roll was at century in lexington and sone how everyone knew it was my first roll. and then these two girls knew that it was my first roll and they started talking to me it was great. and then i met this girl jessica lauren she was cool we were on the couch sitting together and i just kept on talking to her she must have thought i was a loser.
josh
 
I rolled first time in Cuba with my b-friend. Was so amazing. Most of the night we danced to trance music, and did light shows. we also talked a lot and went outside to admire palm trees, ocean and sky full of stars. Funny thing was when we started peaking someone knocked at our door and told us to put down the music. It sounded so funny when they spoke Spanish. We never put it down and nobody came back to bother us again. It was the best night of my life
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my first roll was when i went on vacation to China....i used to always make fun of my bf and his friends for dropping, but one night me and my homie got hella bored and found out how to say e in chinese, so we went to a rave club and dropped...and whoa...........it was the best....i was rollin for fuckin 5 hrs, dancing, making friends with the people there that didnt speak english (haha that was the funniest stuff), and chillin with my budd..yup ok..and so on and so on, now i drop e every other weekend...and i love it...=) k bye...
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My first 2 times weren't that great - the 1st time I was really chatty and happy, but I remember I couldn't fall a sleep for the life of me and I hated it because I was so bored and I was biting the shit out of my cheeks. The second time was at a casino on my 21st birthday - with 3 friends..I got the same effects as the 1st time except this time we smoked a lot of weed and talked/bonded for like an hour...after that, I was just ciked to go back to the gaming rooms.
However the 3rd time was the BOMB! I wasn't expecting much more than the first 2 times when BAM - I remember feeling so warm and was rolling around on the carpet...my b/f and I were actually having a party at his parents house (because they asked us to watch his little sis) anyhow, I got SOOOOO horny, I mean like NEVER before....it was nuts! I pull my b/f into the bedroom and just did everything I ever wanted to sexually (and I am a pretty horny, experimental girl!) After that was over, we go out to be with our guests, and ER was on....it was the episode where kids going to prom get into a car wreck and get burned alive - two kids live, but one is dying....the doctors have him call his mom to say good bye because they knew his parents wouln't make it before he died...it was the MOST EMOTIONAL THING I EVER SAW! I was crying and telling everyone how much I loved them. It was nuts...I was SOOO into ER that evening. Afterwards I remember we all just kept talking (only like 4 of us were rolling so that made it kind of weird because we couldn't let his sister know we were rolling) that was tough though being my eyes were like black holes. It was great!
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" I have to believe that sin can make a better man."
 
My first 2 times weren't that great - the 1st time I was really chatty and happy, but I remember I couldn't fall a sleep for the life of me and I hated it because I was so bored and I was biting the shit out of my cheeks. The second time was at a casino on my 21st birthday - with 3 friends..I got the same effects as the 1st time except this time we smoked a lot of weed and talked/bonded for like an hour...after that, I was just ciked to go back to the gaming rooms.
However the 3rd time was the BOMB! I wasn't expecting much more than the first 2 times when BAM - I remember feeling so warm and was rolling around on the carpet...my b/f and I were actually having a party at his parents house (because they asked us to watch his little sis) anyhow, I got SOOOOO horny, I mean like NEVER before....it was nuts! I pull my b/f into the bedroom and just did everything I ever wanted to sexually (and I am a pretty horny, experimental girl!) After that was over, we go out to be with our guests, and ER was on....it was the episode where kids going to prom get into a car wreck and get burned alive - two kids live, but one is dying....the doctors have him call his mom to say good bye because they knew his parents wouln't make it before he died...it was the MOST EMOTIONAL THING I EVER SAW! I was crying and telling everyone how much I loved them. It was nuts...I was SOOO into ER that evening. Afterwards I remember we all just kept talking (only like 4 of us were rolling so that made it kind of weird because we couldn't let his sister know we were rolling) that was tough though being my eyes were like black holes. It was great!
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" I have to believe that sin can make a better man."
 
My first 2 times weren't that great - the 1st time I was really chatty and happy, but I remember I couldn't fall a sleep for the life of me and I hated it because I was so bored and I was biting the shit out of my cheeks. The second time was at a casino on my 21st birthday - with 3 friends..I got the same effects as the 1st time except this time we smoked a lot of weed and talked/bonded for like an hour...after that, I was just ciked to go back to the gaming rooms.
However the 3rd time was the BOMB! I wasn't expecting much more than the first 2 times when BAM - I remember feeling so warm and was rolling around on the carpet...my b/f and I were actually having a party at his parents house (because they asked us to watch his little sis) anyhow, I got SOOOOO horny, I mean like NEVER before....it was nuts! I pull my b/f into the bedroom and just did everything I ever wanted to sexually (and I am a pretty horny, experimental girl!) After that was over, we go out to be with our guests, and ER was on....it was the episode where kids going to prom get into a car wreck and get burned alive - two kids live, but one is dying....the doctors have him call his mom to say good bye because they knew his parents wouln't make it before he died...it was the MOST EMOTIONAL THING I EVER SAW! I was crying and telling everyone how much I loved them. It was nuts...I was SOOO into ER that evening. Afterwards I remember we all just kept talking (only like 4 of us were rolling so that made it kind of weird because we couldn't let his sister know we were rolling) that was tough though being my eyes were like black holes. It was great!
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" I have to believe that sin can make a better man."
 
My first 2 times weren't that great - the 1st time I was really chatty and happy, but I remember I couldn't fall a sleep for the life of me and I hated it because I was so bored and I was biting the shit out of my cheeks. The second time was at a casino on my 21st birthday - with 3 friends..I got the same effects as the 1st time except this time we smoked a lot of weed and talked/bonded for like an hour...after that, I was just ciked to go back to the gaming rooms.
However the 3rd time was the BOMB! I wasn't expecting much more than the first 2 times when BAM - I remember feeling so warm and was rolling around on the carpet...my b/f and I were actually having a party at his parents house (because they asked us to watch his little sis) anyhow, I got SOOOOO horny, I mean like NEVER before....it was nuts! I pull my b/f into the bedroom and just did everything I ever wanted to sexually (and I am a pretty horny, experimental girl!) After that was over, we go out to be with our guests, and ER was on....it was the episode where kids going to prom get into a car wreck and get burned alive - two kids live, but one is dying....the doctors have him call his mom to say good bye because they knew his parents wouln't make it before he died...it was the MOST EMOTIONAL THING I EVER SAW! I was crying and telling everyone how much I loved them. It was nuts...I was SOOO into ER that evening. Afterwards I remember we all just kept talking (only like 4 of us were rolling so that made it kind of weird because we couldn't let his sister know we were rolling) that was tough though being my eyes were like black holes. It was great!
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" I have to believe that sin can make a better man."
 
My first 2 times weren't that great - the 1st time I was really chatty and happy, but I remember I couldn't fall a sleep for the life of me and I hated it because I was so bored and I was biting the shit out of my cheeks. The second time was at a casino on my 21st birthday - with 3 friends..I got the same effects as the 1st time except this time we smoked a lot of weed and talked/bonded for like an hour...after that, I was just ciked to go back to the gaming rooms.
However the 3rd time was the BOMB! I wasn't expecting much more than the first 2 times when BAM - I remember feeling so warm and was rolling around on the carpet...my b/f and I were actually having a party at his parents house (because they asked us to watch his little sis) anyhow, I got SOOOOO horny, I mean like NEVER before....it was nuts! I pull my b/f into the bedroom and just did everything I ever wanted to sexually (and I am a pretty horny, experimental girl!) After that was over, we go out to be with our guests, and ER was on....it was the episode where kids going to prom get into a car wreck and get burned alive - two kids live, but one is dying....the doctors have him call his mom to say good bye because they knew his parents wouln't make it before he died...it was the MOST EMOTIONAL THING I EVER SAW! I was crying and telling everyone how much I loved them. It was nuts...I was SOOO into ER that evening. Afterwards I remember we all just kept talking (only like 4 of us were rolling so that made it kind of weird because we couldn't let his sister know we were rolling) that was tough though being my eyes were like black holes. It was great!
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" I have to believe that sin can make a better man."
 
My first 2 times weren't that great - the 1st time I was really chatty and happy, but I remember I couldn't fall a sleep for the life of me and I hated it because I was so bored and I was biting the shit out of my cheeks. The second time was at a casino on my 21st birthday - with 3 friends..I got the same effects as the 1st time except this time we smoked a lot of weed and talked/bonded for like an hour...after that, I was just ciked to go back to the gaming rooms.
However the 3rd time was the BOMB! I wasn't expecting much more than the first 2 times when BAM - I remember feeling so warm and was rolling around on the carpet...my b/f and I were actually having a party at his parents house (because they asked us to watch his little sis) anyhow, I got SOOOOO horny, I mean like NEVER before....it was nuts! I pull my b/f into the bedroom and just did everything I ever wanted to sexually (and I am a pretty horny, experimental girl!) After that was over, we go out to be with our guests, and ER was on....it was the episode where kids going to prom get into a car wreck and get burned alive - two kids live, but one is dying....the doctors have him call his mom to say good bye because they knew his parents wouln't make it before he died...it was the MOST EMOTIONAL THING I EVER SAW! I was crying and telling everyone how much I loved them. It was nuts...I was SOOO into ER that evening. Afterwards I remember we all just kept talking (only like 4 of us were rolling so that made it kind of weird because we couldn't let his sister know we were rolling) that was tough though being my eyes were like black holes. It was great!
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" I have to believe that sin can make a better man."
 
My first 2 times weren't that great - the 1st time I was really chatty and happy, but I remember I couldn't fall a sleep for the life of me and I hated it because I was so bored and I was biting the shit out of my cheeks. The second time was at a casino on my 21st birthday - with 3 friends..I got the same effects as the 1st time except this time we smoked a lot of weed and talked/bonded for like an hour...after that, I was just ciked to go back to the gaming rooms.
However the 3rd time was the BOMB! I wasn't expecting much more than the first 2 times when BAM - I remember feeling so warm and was rolling around on the carpet...my b/f and I were actually having a party at his parents house (because they asked us to watch his little sis) anyhow, I got SOOOOO horny, I mean like NEVER before....it was nuts! I pull my b/f into the bedroom and just did everything I ever wanted to sexually (and I am a pretty horny, experimental girl!) After that was over, we go out to be with our guests, and ER was on....it was the episode where kids going to prom get into a car wreck and get burned alive - two kids live, but one is dying....the doctors have him call his mom to say good bye because they knew his parents wouln't make it before he died...it was the MOST EMOTIONAL THING I EVER SAW! I was crying and telling everyone how much I loved them. It was nuts...I was SOOO into ER that evening. Afterwards I remember we all just kept talking (only like 4 of us were rolling so that made it kind of weird because we couldn't let his sister know we were rolling) that was tough though being my eyes were like black holes. It was great!
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" I have to believe that sin can make a better man."
 
My first roll was rather interesting...
I was at a little house party with some of my closest friends and it was all our first time. But our pills had some little added extras...so it was really crazy! Eekk... I was great though, I must have gotten a million light shows!
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All night, I was just jumpin off the walls! ...and I was still going for like the next couple of days! It was something else. That's a roll I'll never forget.
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...except for the parts I can't remember. Heh...
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~*Bunnie
"Smile, the world is yours to own"
 
My first roll was rather interesting...
I was at a little house party with some of my closest friends and it was all our first time. But our pills had some little added extras...so it was really crazy! Eekk... It was great though, I must have gotten a million light shows!
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All night, I was just jumpin off the walls! ...and I was still going for like the next couple of days! It was something else. That's a roll I'll never forget.
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...except for the parts I can't remember. Heh...
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~*Bunnie
"Smile, the world is yours to own"
 
So I (age: 29, profession: geek) make a little trip out from Los Angeles to Atlanta to check on my family back home. While there I stayed with my brother (age: 24, profession: stoner). He knew I had never been to a rave and wanted me to check one out, so we plan a Boys Night Out for that Saturday night (I think it was Nov 4th 2000)
Anyway it ended up being just me and my bro's girlfriend and this girl Tina (my brother was nowhere to be found). I wasn't quite understanding the vibe as we moved from floor to floor from house, to trance, to jungle. I was really starting to dig the trance room when I noticed some kids with huge smiles on there faces sitting in some bleachers. They looked incredibly happy so I thought "what the heck, lets give a try." My bro's girlfriend tracked me down a mistsubishi and I washed it down. A little later I notice Tina is looking kinda down and I ask her if she wanted to roll too. She had rolled before and desperately wanted to roll again but didn't have enough cash to get one. Since she was the one that provided the ride, I gave her one and we began to wait. We roamed around the club for about an hour and Tina and I were still feeling nothing. I think it started to hit about 20 minutes later while Aphrodite was spinning "I Got Five on It". I felt the music pulse through my body in waves but I still wasn't giving E the credit. About this time this huge dude comes over and starts blowing up Tina (my bro's girlfriend retired to the car because she wasn't feeling too good.) He starts off by giving her a light show and I am mesmerized by the blue and greens lights reflecting off her face. He then starts giving her a rubdown and it starts getting pretty intimate, in my opinion, and I start to feel a little uncomfortable (jealous?) but she looks like shes enjoying it so I decide to give them a little privacy and go to the dance floor. I start jumping to the music and having a good time but I'm still feeling a little protective of Tina and keep a close eye on her. About 10 minutes later she gets up quickly and starts looking for me. I catch up to her and we head on out to the car. Now I am really starting to feel high and realize that it is truly kicking in and that makes me excited. While she is driving I am checking out Tina's hair and imagining what it would feel like to run my fingers through it. Being that my inhibitions have faded I ask her to please let her hair down so I can play with it. She obliges and I thorougly enjoy the rest of the trip home. When we get to my brother's I am peaking. He and couple of his friends were there and smoking out. The girls join them but I decline because I don't want ANYTHING to mess up what I was feeling right that moment. I just kept saying "This feels so goooooood..." over and over. I was cracking them up. There were a lot of other slightly embarrassing outbursts like "I just had this incredible realization that all is right with the world at this exact moment ... and I never want it to end!" I also commented on how incredibly powerful this shit is and that I would have to be very careful not to become hopelessly addicted to this feeling.
Tina comes closer for another scalp rub so I proceed to indulge myself in another incredibly mind blowing session of her multi-texured hair between my fingers (I am actually tingling as I right this). We exchange some quick backrubs and just sat and chilled to some rabbit/moon. I am "feeling love" for everyone in the room until Tina's man calls and wonders why she isn't home (it's about 6:30am, so I kinda understand). For whatever reason, I really miss her when she leaves. My bro's friends leave and he and his girlfriend go this his room to crash. I now realize that I HATE being alone. I try to get comfortable on the couch and sleep but it ain't happening. I go outside and walk around smelling the pine laced air and the cool morning breeze and I start feeling much better. I walk up the road to a Huddle House and get some coffee and a pecan waffle. Everything is tasting too sweet to me so I head back. A little later I go to a family get-together and I am just hugging everyone.
What a great day. No comedown at all. I slept like a baby that night (as I should since I haven't slept in over 60 hours).
That next week Tina and I spent some time together discussing the wierd bond we had made while rolling together and realized that we had forged some kind of wierd instant-old friendship thingy. Kinda like she was a cherished friend that I had had forever but we had just met. Anyway, I hope that makes since.
I have officially rolled twice since then and, for the most part, enjoyed them both (still haven't been blown up yet). Gotta bad roll last Saturday ( http://www.bluelight.ru/ubb/Forum12/HTML/008738.html?reload=6 ) but look forward to rolling and exploring this feeling again soon.
{sorry so damn long}
 
oooo this one time my friend told me this story .. .... .
His first roll came upon an unexpected evenin .. . this friend of his and him call them sally and joe for whatever reason . . . . well sally and joe where chillin in some woods near the college they attended gettin ready to smoke a joint, earlier they had dropped some blotter sally had obtained, the woods were spooky, but they liked the rush . . . it was a cool night it had jus rained and was still breezy... all of a sudden Joe heard a noise and saw flashlight in the no to far distance being a little bugged he hurriedly rushed in his front pocket and grabbed the yellow tweety bird bean and gulped it down. .. .
sally and joe dash for the exit of the woods.... being followed by the mysterious lights ... reachin the back of thier dorm, running up the stairs, reachin sallys room, now peering out the window they see campus security thru the slight fog . . .. ahhh the sweet escape . . . well sally and joe decide to go to a friends house, turns out joes exgirlfriend is there and joe candyflippin buggs out jus a bit, no one there has ever rolled and really cant emphasize with the poor fellow, well joe leaves, finds some friends and has a blast the rest of the night. .... . .
joe describes his first roll as intense, interesting, and suggests an appropriate environment
peace peace
smiles
 
oooo this one time my friend told me this story .. .... .
His first roll came upon an unexpected evenin .. . this friend of his and him call them sally and joe for whatever reason . . . . well sally and joe where chillin in some woods near the college they attended gettin ready to smoke a joint, earlier they had dropped some blotter sally had obtained, the woods were spooky, but they liked the rush . . . it was a cool night it had jus rained and was still breezy... all of a sudden Joe heard a noise and saw flashlight in the no to far distance being a little bugged he hurriedly rushed in his front pocket and grabbed the yellow tweety bird bean and gulped it down. .. .
sally and joe dash for the exit of the woods.... being followed by the mysterious lights ... reachin the back of thier dorm, running up the stairs, reachin sallys room, now peering out the window they see campus security thru the slight fog . . .. ahhh the sweet escape . . . well sally and joe decide to go to a friends house, turns out joes exgirlfriend is there and joe candyflippin buggs out jus a bit, no one there has ever rolled and really cant emphasize with the poor fellow, well joe leaves, finds some friends and has a blast the rest of the night. .... . .
joe describes his first roll as intense, interesting, and suggests an appropriate environment
peace peace
smiles
 
it was about 1 and 1/2 years ago, and I was at a party, and I had been thinking about it for a while, and finally I just decided to do it. So I took a smiley, and waited, and waited, (you remember that first wait, seems like forever!) Finally it kicked in, but it really wasn't any thing special, I jst had a lot of energy, and was in a really good mood. i really didn't get HIT with a roll until abot my 3rd time rolling
 
I know this is kind of a late response, but I figure, hey, better late than never, right? Like everybody else, I will NEVER forget my first roll. It was on November 24th 2000, the day after Thanksgiving, and I was home from school on break. All of my rave friends from home were home too. DJ Keoki was spinning in downtown Detroit at St. Andrews ('There ain't no party like a Detroit party' Hell yeah!) so we made it downtown for the event. This was my third party, and after going to a few and experiencing the music and the people, I was ready to experience some chemical action. Since St. Andrews is a club/concert hall, getting a pill was not going to be very easy. We waited in line outside in the cold Michigan winter weather for what seemed like ever, me staying alert so that I could get myself a pill. As we were nearing the door, somebody was selling pills, but it seemed really shady, so I passed up that opportunity. We were looking for a girl who we knew had some nice pills. We got in and started dancing out asses off, the warmup DJs were pretty good tonight. Time went on and we didn't see this girl anywhere. So when this kid came up and offered my friend a pill she took it and we both jetted to the bathroom. We both went into the stall and I bit that plain white pill in half and stuck the other half in a plastic baggie in my bra. I was kind of scared that something bad would happen to me, because the last thing I need was for my parents to find out about this. So for the next forty five minutes, we danced, and I was anxious because I wasn't feeling anything. So we took a break in a chill out room that had some mellow lights. All of the sudden, all I wanted to do was dance so we went back to the main room. I felt so energetic and alive, so my friends gave me a light show. I was nowhere near to peaking yet, but I didn't know that. Things were amazing. I kept swirling my tongue around in my mouth, and it felt like a worm twisting and squirming. It felt like the air I was breathing in my lungs was a magical purple sparkly cloud. Water was the most pure thing in the world, a magic potion in my mouth. The lights were shooting through my eyes straight into my head. Sitting on the ground, the hard bumping beat was f--king me. There was this girl who had painted her hair all colorful and I wanted to go hug and kiss her just for being so damn cool. I was amazed at how good I could dance, and if I could just jump a little higher, I would be up in the balcony. Eventually the time came when we had to go, and I was still rollin, although not as hard. We sped home in my friends old car, and the lights were jumping out from under the overpasses and exploding. When I got home, I went in to tell my parents that I was home and got ready for bed. I was still rollin a bit, and I didn't realize how much water I had drank throughout the course of the night, so I kept having to go to the bathroom. While I was in there, I noticed my mom had some magazines, and I was compelled to make a collage about my rollin experience. It definitely opened up my creative side. Finally, at like six am, I tried to sleep, and my heart was still beating as fast as hell. Once again, I was afraid that if I went to sleep, I would die and not wake up. Eventually I passed out. There are a lot of things I realize now about my first time. First of all, getting the pill there was defintely a risk because come to find out there are cameras all over the place. After rollin a second time, I realize that the pill I had was pretty weak, and it could have easily been a bad pill. I still have that half a pill, and I am saving it for a good party, and that pill will be my first and last roll. I had always been a good girl up until that first pill, but I will never regret it, but always look back on it nostalgically. It opened up my eyes and my mind. It made me see the beauty in the world that I would have never seen otherwise. Sorry that this was so long. I hope I have helped.
 
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