Coffeeshroom
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MOrning All (Day 15)
Well last night I had a semi good nights rest and funny enough didn't need a lot, just weird that some nights i can get away with little and other nights i need a lot. So with all that said last night i got away with 5mg diazepam, 1mg Kratom (red vein) and a joint ( medium sized ) of Harley Quinn. I got my mate 5g of it cause my friend uses it for his rheumatoid arthritis and it helps him a lot but he gave me a gram of it. So i went to bed at 10pm with taking what I mentioned and got a decent sleep from just after 10pm till 04:20ish this morning. Not solid but didn't struggle to fall asleep again when i woke.
As for the subs I will be dropping it down to 2mg a day and then 1 mg a day and 0.5mg a day and then after switch over to kratom and see how that works. Im looking at white vein and red vein for mornings and red vein just for night time. And still use anything from 5-10mg diazepam or 3-6mg bromazepam daily. And then keeping my triazolam and midazolam only for the nights that i really struggle to fall asleep.
So overall it is getting better and i have been down the road before from using 18mg subs a day and working my way down to 1mg a day and then skipping days till I was off completely but this took me 1-1.5 years for this and i would like to do this faster this time and like i mentioned looking at kratom when i stop the subs at a very low dose so I don't need high dosages of kratom to get of subs. But currently my daily subs usage is still at 4mg. From next week on i will drop it with 1mg and see how i feel.
I did go out last night to celebrate i said i was going to and had my Fav pizza ( meaty deluxe with a house made chilli sauce ) and had 2 drafts of beer and one tequila shot, so maybe that also added to a better nights rest.
But Im feeling good and think the way im going about this is good and will be down to 1mg-0.5mg subs a day within a few months. I also will use gabapentinoids in the time frame of when i drop dosages and i feel that i need it but also at low dosages and i haven't been using any gabapentinoids for a while now so tolerance will be low.
Sidenote: i really considering getting more Harley Quinn for myself for night time or just before bed use as i think it is helping with the sleep and overall. But we will see when i start making that a permanent part of my sleep regime.
Apart from all that still staying strong and doing good overall. Just still struggling with the morning wake up or that "lus" to get out of bed and start my day but sure it will get better with time. Having strong coffee or expresso when i wake and then sipping on energy drink throughout the morning after coffee does help a bit but don't think that's healthy either in the long run.
Regards
CoffeeShroom
Well last night I had a semi good nights rest and funny enough didn't need a lot, just weird that some nights i can get away with little and other nights i need a lot. So with all that said last night i got away with 5mg diazepam, 1mg Kratom (red vein) and a joint ( medium sized ) of Harley Quinn. I got my mate 5g of it cause my friend uses it for his rheumatoid arthritis and it helps him a lot but he gave me a gram of it. So i went to bed at 10pm with taking what I mentioned and got a decent sleep from just after 10pm till 04:20ish this morning. Not solid but didn't struggle to fall asleep again when i woke.
As for the subs I will be dropping it down to 2mg a day and then 1 mg a day and 0.5mg a day and then after switch over to kratom and see how that works. Im looking at white vein and red vein for mornings and red vein just for night time. And still use anything from 5-10mg diazepam or 3-6mg bromazepam daily. And then keeping my triazolam and midazolam only for the nights that i really struggle to fall asleep.
So overall it is getting better and i have been down the road before from using 18mg subs a day and working my way down to 1mg a day and then skipping days till I was off completely but this took me 1-1.5 years for this and i would like to do this faster this time and like i mentioned looking at kratom when i stop the subs at a very low dose so I don't need high dosages of kratom to get of subs. But currently my daily subs usage is still at 4mg. From next week on i will drop it with 1mg and see how i feel.
I did go out last night to celebrate i said i was going to and had my Fav pizza ( meaty deluxe with a house made chilli sauce ) and had 2 drafts of beer and one tequila shot, so maybe that also added to a better nights rest.
But Im feeling good and think the way im going about this is good and will be down to 1mg-0.5mg subs a day within a few months. I also will use gabapentinoids in the time frame of when i drop dosages and i feel that i need it but also at low dosages and i haven't been using any gabapentinoids for a while now so tolerance will be low.
Sidenote: i really considering getting more Harley Quinn for myself for night time or just before bed use as i think it is helping with the sleep and overall. But we will see when i start making that a permanent part of my sleep regime.
Apart from all that still staying strong and doing good overall. Just still struggling with the morning wake up or that "lus" to get out of bed and start my day but sure it will get better with time. Having strong coffee or expresso when i wake and then sipping on energy drink throughout the morning after coffee does help a bit but don't think that's healthy either in the long run.
Regards
CoffeeShroom