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Oh mate I am actually a vet tech so I understand what your beautiful doggo is going through. I've actually got 2 patients with the exact same kind of cancer at the moment. It's so aggressive and the decline is so fast. How is she? ❤Hi mate. I always feel only the same message for you because I truly see so much of myself and own feelings, outlook, everything in you now, when I was atound your age.
Time still zipped fast. I went through hells brother trust. Took ingenuity on a scale, perseverence imagination resourcefulness, endurance!
And outright commitment.
If not for various misfortunes recent years it would have been worth every penny.
Getting "well" is the key and as you allude this world is making that nigh on impossible IME anyway.
Time stopped flying by for me ages ago, 43 now it SEEMS not to pass. Which is worse if you have pain, needs etc fighting to cater for.
Often getting well means totally changing diet, 1st & foremost.
My 99% allergy rate blocks myself here else, I would go onto a legit organic grass fed meat carnivore diet.
Sadly (for cows) it is the only way to thrive ultimately with exceptions ofc i.e. Novak Djokovic whose own body is suited to a plant diet.
It's a powerful healing medicine in own right.
Dr. Mercola is a brilliant resource of info on all things regarding wellness duet supplements you name it incl carnivore science.
Sad myself today. I have scrapped through painful hells of late so long, for my dog I love more than life.
She sprung up with advanced cancer recently, kidney liver spleen, which COULD burst.
Definitely declining but hardly eating. Vets shut too for Monday bank holiday but I think today isn't right moment fortunately possibly toms without a miracle.
And you are definitely on to something about DIET. Diet can change everything for some people. @BourbonMac if you decide to try a diet trial, it would be best to consult a dietician to get advice on the best diet for you and your ailments.
Bactrim is a pretty strong antibiotic so maybe that's why your doc won't prescribe any more?? Maybe get a second opinion with a different doc?Well, here I am again. I had some dark thoughts the past week. I've been in the midwest seeing relatives. Well, the ones that are left, I saw none of my cousins. I basically just played with my aunt and uncles dog every day, he loves me and I love him more than probably anything in the world. Never have I known a dog so cute, cuddly, playful, and in complete love with me. Anyway... the first 5 days or something I had awful stomachaches, thought it was from the antibiotics I've been on for 5 weeks but no, actually right when I went back on them my stomach was better but that's a coincidence really.
First night I got in I took my antibiotic and got an instant stomachache. So I thought, it must be this, but that doesn't even make sense. This resulted in what had been a massive decrease in my tinnitus for weeks completely go to shit even after I went back on it because I'd flushed it out completely by 3 days. I only have 3 pills left and my doctor won't prescribe me any more despite still being infected and suggests I see a homeopathic doctor. No motherfucker, give me more Bactrim, it's working. It's just a longterm infection and requires longterm antibiotics, Jesus. I'll know once I finish the course and get awful headaches again and a droopy eye that my infection is just rebounding.
Anyway, I don't want to leave and go back to my shit household. I want to stay here where it's nice and I'm spiraling out of control and may just kill myself on the way home. Yup, that's where I'm at... Hell maybe I should just destroy mailboxes or rob a store, get arrested out here. Fuck me. I have a cousin who I could possibly stay with but she's always like yada yada this that, sister of my deceased cousin Patrick who died 2 years ago, I cry any time I think about him. He meant so much to us. Maybe if I told her I was suicidal over it'd change or mind(edit: this originally said something like over it, his death, but that sounded selfish and was unintentional) I mean, I did tell her yesterday I've struggled with thoughts but becoming roadkill on the way back very well may happen. If you don't hear from me in a week, I'm sorry it had to end like this. You've all been amazing, this is the best forum I've ever used.