Whelp, I made another stupid decision I never learn.
Was offered a rig with a point of meth, so I did it. I have a very, very low tolerance to methamphetamine.
This was at about 3pm, it is now 1am, and I am still wide awake. I had already been up all night the night before, so I don't wanna make this 2 nights. I took the last dose of kratom I had about an hour ago, and it actually helped make me a little more relaxed.
I dunno how I used to get spun for days at a time, totally can't hack that shit now, give me the downers! lol