Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

I hate crying in the morning. Looking at my children knowing that i'm not the person that I used to be and that i'm living in this torment. Have two last forms of treatment that hopefully are gonna help me.One is a very large clinic and the other is a group of world renowned doctors. I am so furious to what this doctor did to me. This piece of shit . While i'm suffering they're continuing destroying people. I'm just gonna continue trying to get better that's all I can do. But man i'm pissed off. There's nothing I could do except to get better. I did talk to a psychiatrist last night. That said I can get my pro lactin levels dropped if treated properly. I shouldn't have to go through this.
why the fuck would you see a psychiatrist horrible idea
 
Erogenous sensation came back again, I'd say it's at 25%. This is the most sensation I had in my clit since invega, not counting the time I got really high during the time I was on Prozac, but forgot to take it one day. I now know I can't fix my PSSD with Wellbutrin since I reacted with a drop in sensation and other symptoms. I hope all I need is time to get over it.

why the fuck would you see a psychiatrist horrible idea
No, she was actually compassionate and couldnt believe her ears. She suggested, as I had already mentioned and applied too, The Mayo Clinic.Im excited that I am going to see my lawyer and can't wait to see this cocksucker doctor in court.
 
No, she was actually compassionate and couldnt believe her ears. She suggested, as I had already mentioned and applied too, The Mayo Clinic.Im excited that I am going to see my lawyer and can't wait to see this cocksucker doctor in court.
yeah same imma get lawyer after i recover and sue his ass
 
I've just learned that an AP is used to castrate sex offenders, that's probably why all of them cause permanent sexual dysfunction.
 
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I’m just popping in to say I’m 8 months off a single dose of Abilify Maintena and my brain feels great. I don’t know if I’ve lost any cognitive ability, but if I did it’s not earth shattering.

I found abilify to be every bit as bad as invega. Ive been off that shit about 2 years and i have recovered fully
 
Also wanted to say that i woke up without agonising pain in my head. Why? Because i released lots of rage and trapped emotions yesterday. Blocked emotions wreck havoc and can cause burnout or anhedonia. Many people been put on this shot for a reason (yes we didnt needed it but we were going through something) and we may mistake these underlying issues with injections side effects aswelll
 
im going through hell from paliperdrone aka invega sustenna its hell i had 4 injections of the poison, i have lost everything. ive lost my concentration, i cant think, or feel. i have no emotions. i cant concentrate on anything eg read,write,watch tv/youtube paint or listen to music.

i have lost all my motivation, i cant do anything i cant even self care eg shower/brush my teeth, change my clothes. i just dont care about anything or anyone anymore, just no feelings.

i have no hunger or thirst. everything is dead, my body if not functioning anymore. my personality has gone, im dead inside.

on top of it all i cant sleep, i havent slept since november 2022 that was before i had the first injection. i had two in december first one was 100mg second 50mg 2022, one in january was 50mg and one in february was 50mg . my life has been hell. its been 10 months since my last injection and no improvement.

i wish i had hope i dont think i will recover from this, its a nightmare i just want to die
 
I had a conversation with a the noted biologists yesterday and he was saying that I shouldn't have reacted so badly with only one shot of Invega. He said that because I have Lyme Disease too, that there are some kind of underlying endocrine issue that are causing my problems. He said my prolactin levels should have gone down by now. Furthermore that one shot is terrible,but I shouldn't have reacted the way I have. I told him that there are others who have had five times the dosage i've had and they are recovering. I don't get it. I've haven't had an orgasm in months and it's very concerning that it won't return. He was saying that if I get my prolactin levels down things will return. I'm praying to God!
 
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