@Zopiclone bandit are you feeling that way WITH gear? Sounds like you've been getting amazing stuff and it's back to the standard, so you're hardly beating the rattle.
With the good gear did it leave marmite all over ya teeth? I'm just sticking with my script nowadays. It's impossible to get high on opiates whilst on the jollop, I've finally accepted it! Unless you treble your daily dose, but that's just suicide for the rest of the week.
ATM I been getting really nice stuff, there are some new guys around here & it's not some County Lines thing as they are proper men not kids or teenagers. I got 7 people now I can call which for a small town is kinda shocking, it just shows how popular white & dark are round here sadly. The two new guys are on from 8am till 1am, I rang "G" as I'll call him the other day just for 1 dark at 11.30pm & he wa sat the Spar before I had even got there myself, these lot really don't fuck around.
Managed to score today too & had some white smoked & onto my dark before 10.30am, I got a text off the one at 7.50am this morning saying his out on road, it is kinda bad though with so many of them on road as they start to rob each other & the place gets a bit wild, it is happened before several times, the town made the paper as they were shooting shotguns at each other in the middle of the day FFS with kids & dogs out on the street which IMHO is fucking slack, a small kid or dog could have got hurt FFS!!!!!!!!!!
are you feeling that way WITH gear?
Yeah man sadly, I don't go into it on BL as people take the piss but the last 2 years I get brutal depression, it is like a black cloud coming over me, I've been suicidal before & know the feeling but sometimes I go beyond even feeling like doing it. I cannot sleep, eat or even cut myself I just have NO desire for anything. Like the other day when I had it I didn't eat for 3 days & didn't even sleep. I don't talk about it on here as people don't understand & they would take the piss outta me.
With the good gear did it leave marmite all over ya teeth?
The stuff off "Mr G" atm has a huge scab in it & tastes really strong like dirty fish, I nearly always get stuff on my teeth. The back ones have fallen out now which I am sure is down to crack sadly. This scab / fish stuff sticks to everything but it makes for a good tooter when you got nothing. If you have the same tooter for 3 bags I can get a good 2/3rd's of a £5 bag from it which is ok I guess when you got nada.
I'm just sticking with my script nowadays
RESPECT my friend & I mean that 100%.
How long you been clean & how much meth they got you on atm?
You suffer from PAWS?