Have you tried combining Modafinil with caffeine (either in pill form or just as coffee) to see if the two stimulants synergise? What's your usual dose of Modafnil?
Yeah I've tried modafinil with coffee a couple of times, have you tried it?
One time it seemed to work really well, I felt like I was flying and lazered on, but then another time I just felt cracked out, wired, and over-stimulated IIRC.
Not sure what made the difference.
I've generally been taking 200mg in the morning, and then re-dosing another 150mg about 6 hours later and then doing another 100mg about 4 hours after that. That helps prevent an abrupt crash or slump as it wears off, and I also smooth the landing out further with pregabz (and nitraz when I had it, which was really nice.) Not sure what to use in place of the nitraz now, just pregabs was ok last time I tried this not so long ago.
I also tried half doses of modaf last time i tried it, so just 100mg doses spread out about 6 hours apart, and that worked ok too. Obviously it wasn't as powerful but it was enough.
I really do need to be looking to cut down/reduce/take breaks with everything as a first step, as it's possible that if my ADHD screening forms get accepted, and I go on to be diagnosed, it's possible that if my substance use hasn't been brought under control by that time, then they could decline to prescribe me anything, due to being seen as high risk for prescribing ADHD meds, and also the possibility of there being dangerous interactions.
I would be so mad with myself if I fucked up my chance of treatment by not having a decent period of abstinence under my belt by the time that came around. Having looked into it and asked around that is what I'm hearing is likely to happen if I haven't sorted things out. I could just lie to the psychiatrist even if I haven't managed to quit, but that would just be dangerous and reckless I think, and would probably just be a disastrously bad move in general.
I just need to bite the bullet I think and get on with it, just trying to psych myself up to getting into the right frame of mind, but I cant take too long about it.
Sorry for going on so much, you didnt ask for all that info dump lol.