Hey guys. I’m doing a tiny bit better, Can connect with music again and my baseline isn’t just pure suffering anymore. Definitely not happy or very emotional at all but at least not feeling completely disconnected anymore.
On another note, I listened to an old song that used to be like one of my absolute favourite songs to cry to and sing, and it happened to come on in the playlist I was listening to, and I barely recognised it. Couldn’t remember the lyrics, couldn’t connect with the emotion, and when I finally realised what song it was my stomach dropped. I feel sick, it was really disturbing. Has anyone else had an experience like this?