UnluckyXeplion
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Clopixol shut down my thoughts and my imagination. It's hard to imagine things in my head now.
Even my dreams, I hardly see anything.
Even my dreams, I hardly see anything.
How long they will hold u on ctoClopixol shut down my thoughts and my imagination. It's hard to imagine things in my head now.
Even my dreams, I hardly see anything.
They just prolonged it by another 6 months.How long they will hold u on cto
So you off now yay. Cant wait for your recoveryThey just prolonged it by another 6 months.
But I'm moving into pills now instead of the injections, and the doctor doesn't have a way to find out if I'm taking the pills or not, he said it himself.
Me too.So you off now yay. Cant wait for your recovery
You will recover. Seen one dude recovered after 5 years of forced invega.Me too.
I'm still not off, he lowered my dose to 100mg instead of 150mg.
Next appointment I'll try to get off or reduce it to 50mg.
can you watch a movie what is the expereance likeRecovery is not a linear thing with this, I’m even more suicidal than I was a month ago. Every recovery story I’ve heard mentioned they had a blank mind/no thoughts. Why did I lose everything except my ability to think? I’ve lost all hope now from overthinking things.
Yeah I can watch TV and stuff but it has to be really interesting, before all this I could watch almost anything now I don’t care much about it.I am right now
can you watch a movie what is the expereance like
I can’t do anything naturally. I have to force myself to do anything — literally — and it feels uncomfortable and unnatural.Yeah I can watch TV and stuff but it has to be really interesting, before all this I could watch almost anything now I don’t care much about it.
Hey bud it will get better I promise. Please hold on be healthy. You will notice major changes randomly. I noticed pretty decent improvements then out of nowhere one day I woke up and it was like everything was gone in a since. I felt “normal”If I had a gun I’m 99% sure I’d kill myself. Life was literally never this boring before. It used to feel like it was something you progressed at. Now it feels like I’ve gone back in time and can’t move forward.
The two main things I’d do was Netflix and Video games. I can’t follow along with shows anymore because my mind is dwelling on how bad my life is now. Games are just dead now especially Fortnite.
Valorant is still ok but my mind is slowed down I can’t react to what’s happening. It used to be the most fun I’d have all day. I was going to try study something but my attention span is just not there anymore. I get impatient very quickly now.
I think I’m going to try drugs again, Psilocybin sounds promising but idk where to get it from. Weed is probably too dangerous because of the voices and hallucinations that put me in the psych ward in the first place. If they had have just discharged me without force injecting me with poison I would have probably been ok.
I quite agree with this! Was true in my case. I did recover from it though. Took a lot of hard work. It's never a linear thing, recovery, and I'm still working on it daily, but it's definitely possible.Weed is probably too dangerous because of the voices and hallucinations that put me in the psych ward in the first place. If they had have just discharged me without force injecting me with poison
Yeah same. I'm healing good lately.If you told me I would be at the point I'm at now 3-6 months ago I wouldn't believe you.